Queen, She Doesn't Want to Make the Same Mistakes Again (Double Life)

＊The deposed queen is reborn and awakens her ambition attribute, the young man tolerates the emperor and pursues his wife in the crematorium The queen was deposed twice and established three times. Apart from Meng Yunyu, no one else could be found. Meng Yunyu always thought that she and Maid Zhao should dislike each other. But later she realized that Maid Zhao was not entirely suspicious of her. After more than thirty years, the paper in the dowry had already turned yellow and curled up. She never thought that Maid Zhao loved her, but the handwriting on it was clearly written by him. If I had not fallen in love, I would not have written these words. The wind blew through the bead curtain and shook the setting sun. Meng Yunyu suddenly remembered an old incident from many years ago. After moving to the Yaohua Palace, she suddenly contracted a serious illness. She couldn't see or hear. She thought her time was running out, and she didn't want to take any more decoctions. She just wanted to be relieved as soon as possible. The palace people probably had no choice, so they found someone else to serve the medicine. She was familiar with the smell of that person, but he personally dethroned her position and threatened to never see her again, so why did she come here? After all, Maid Zhao at that time believed the slander and believed that she wanted to murder him, so she was sure that the person guarding the bedside day and night would never be him. But seeing the piece of paper in front of her, Meng Yunyu could no longer deceive herself. ＊ In her next life, Meng Yunyu thought about taking revenge on all those who falsely accused her, but for the sake of the stability of the government, she had to endure it again and again. But gradually, she found that many people and things were different from before. Especially Maid Zhao, he would never look at me with such affectionate eyes, nor would he confide his thoughts to me. This is really strange. At that time, she was very drunk, and there was a faint sound outside the window, which aroused some worries in her heart. Looking at the flickering candlelight, she couldn't tell whether this was Lin'an or Bianjing. Maid Zhao came closer and raised his hand to smooth the sorrow between her eyebrows. There seemed to be spring water in his eyes, reflecting the bright moon. For some reason, the next moment, his eyes were red, and every word was apologetic to her. Meng Yunyu suddenly sneered, raised her head and asked, "Guan Jia doesn't have to be like this. Can Guan Jia not know whether he loves me or feels guilty?" Maid Zhao tried her best to explain: "My feelings for you have never changed." Meng Yunyu didn't want to say anything more, so she pushed his hand away and said, "These words are just for the government to deceive others, don't deceive yourself too." —— Reading tips: 1. Male and female protagonists have dual lives. Before rebirth, the male protagonist had other people in his harem, but he only had sex with the female protagonist. After rebirth, the male protagonist has only one queen in his harem, the female protagonist. 2. The background refers to the middle and late Northern Song Dynasty, and the official imitation of the Song Dynasty Intention: Honor your glory and honor your jade, regret your faults far away