Shen Huanmeng loved Yunmo very much, so much that he lost everything in himself, but Yunmo avoided her everywhere, and spent ten long years in such a hopeless relationship. Finally, on the anniversary day, Yunmo slammed the door and left, which was the last straw that broke Shen Huanmeng's mind.
She resolutely ended her miserable life, but God seemed to have played a huge joke on her. Not only did she fail to die, but she also returned to the year when she loved Yun Mo the most. But now she only feels disgust when she sees Yun Mo. In that person, she can only see the ending of her being gradually driven crazy.
So she cut off the relationship early and decided to live for herself in this life. But for some reason, when she made up her mind to stay away from Yun Mo, the man seemed to have changed his temper and stuck to her instead. What she once asked for was now held in front of her by that man. What is this?
PS: There is no "I love you" sentence in the whole book, but every word says I love you.
Purpose: If you meet a scumbag, you will regret it for the rest of your life. If you miss the one you love, you will regret it for the rest of your life.
Reader comments
Friends who come from radio dramas, don't go any further, there is an abyss ahead, books and dramas are different, books are huge, so be careful! Be careful!
Oh, my God, you came to stab me again [crying]
It's both cruel and exciting(???????)
Not bad, but... Well. If it was more than twenty years of labor pain, how could we still be together? Shen has been married for eight years, and Yun has even been single for 50 years. The painful and realistic theme has a dreamy ending, as if a mule struggling in the mud has a beautiful horn, which is very illusory.
She feels heavy, but it feels like she is still closed in the emotions of the previous life. Even though she has a very "perfect love" in this life, it has not let her out yet. I don't know if this is a kind of "emotional traumatic sequelae" or an inability to let go or a kind of unwillingness?
This reluctance does not refer to the ending of the previous life, nor does it mean that I am not with Yun Mo in this life (early period), but more like: Yun Mo was so indifferent in the previous life and I "caught" her. Her attitude towards me is different in this life, so my chance of success will be greater; but at the same time, she is afraid of repeating the ending of her previous life, so she has been emphasizing and hinting that she needs to stay away if she wants to change, but in fact, she wanted to try but didn't dare, so she ended up getting married and divorced with Zeng later;
Because she has always had such a hurdle or expectation and fantasy in her heart, even if she knew that she had experienced the same things she had experienced in her previous life, she had no way to respond;
When I first saw that the ending was he, I was very puzzled, how could he be allowed to do this? But when I saw something later, I understood why it was he;
After Zeng broke the window paper this time, there was no possibility for him and Shen; then she met Yun Mo again. On the one hand, she felt that Yun Mo in this life was different from the one in the previous life. There was no need to impose the mistakes of the previous life on Yun Mo in this life, because Yun Mo in this life did bring warmth to her; on the other hand, she might still She couldn't let go of her obsessions and hopes, so now that she had such an opportunity, she accepted the suggestion of "living together"; later, when she learned about Yun Mo's past, she was relieved, but she really couldn't let go, so she said the sentence "Let's learn how to love together" (based on Shen's feelings for Yun, forgiveness is inevitable);
From Yun Mo's narration later, we know that she was trying to protect Shen from being hurt, so that Shen's biggest hurt came from herself, which also explained why she hung up the phone on Shen in the first place (I accept this explanation but I feel like I didn't fully accept it, so I can't explain it);
In fact, there is one thing I don't quite understand: if Yun Mo kept saying "no one will want her except her" when they were arguing, it was because the harm and influence brought by her family of origin made her develop an aggressive personality. I understand that they happened to be quarreling and couldn't control their emotions; but Yun Mo died. I didn't understand Shen's call for help at that time, and also kept silent after it happened. Although Yun Mo blamed herself, she also liked Shen. Logically speaking, if you like someone, after the other person is hurt, no matter how bad you express it, there should be no trouble. Is it because of the self-blame in her heart? Is she running away from this? Still don't dare to face the fact that you hung up the emergency call?
As for the final ending, I would like to ask the author whether it is a pure he or it can be regarded as an oe.
If the teacher considers the drama, ? Nian Li Wu Hui [covering face and peeking]
It's very convenient to use Weibo [Caigou] You can't leave a Penguin account in private messages [Hold your chin] Let's talk about the radio drama in detail [Catou]
Some people have good integrity, some people have good character, some people have good IQ... But... I'm in a good mood, I'm going to fuck you up, don't dive in and come out to write~~~
Friends who come from radio dramas, don't go any further, there is an abyss ahead, books and dramas are different, books are huge, so be careful! Be careful!
Oh, my God, you came to stab me again [crying]
It's both cruel and exciting(???????)
Not bad, but... Well. If it was more than twenty years of labor pain, how could we still be together? Shen has been married for eight years, and Yun has even been single for 50 years. The painful and realistic theme has a dreamy ending, as if a mule struggling in the mud has a beautiful horn, which is very illusory.
She feels heavy, but it feels like she is still closed in the emotions of the previous life. Even though she has a very "perfect love" in this life, it has not let her out yet. I don't know if this is a kind of "emotional traumatic sequelae" or an inability to let go or a kind of unwillingness? This reluctance does not refer to the ending of the previous life, nor does it mean that I am not with Yun Mo in this life (early period), but more like: Yun Mo was so indifferent in the previous life and I "caught" her. Her attitude towards me is different in this life, so my chance of success will be greater; but at the same time, she is afraid of repeating the ending of her previous life, so she has been emphasizing and hinting that she needs to stay away if she wants to change, but in fact, she wanted to try but didn't dare, so she ended up getting married and divorced with Zeng later; Because she has always had such a hurdle or expectation and fantasy in her heart, even if she knew that she had experienced the same things she had experienced in her previous life, she had no way to respond; When I first saw that the ending was he, I was very puzzled, how could he be allowed to do this? But when I saw something later, I understood why it was he; After Zeng broke the window paper this time, there was no possibility for him and Shen; then she met Yun Mo again. On the one hand, she felt that Yun Mo in this life was different from the one in the previous life. There was no need to impose the mistakes of the previous life on Yun Mo in this life, because Yun Mo in this life did bring warmth to her; on the other hand, she might still She couldn't let go of her obsessions and hopes, so now that she had such an opportunity, she accepted the suggestion of "living together"; later, when she learned about Yun Mo's past, she was relieved, but she really couldn't let go, so she said the sentence "Let's learn how to love together" (based on Shen's feelings for Yun, forgiveness is inevitable); From Yun Mo's narration later, we know that she was trying to protect Shen from being hurt, so that Shen's biggest hurt came from herself, which also explained why she hung up the phone on Shen in the first place (I accept this explanation but I feel like I didn't fully accept it, so I can't explain it); In fact, there is one thing I don't quite understand: if Yun Mo kept saying "no one will want her except her" when they were arguing, it was because the harm and influence brought by her family of origin made her develop an aggressive personality. I understand that they happened to be quarreling and couldn't control their emotions; but Yun Mo died. I didn't understand Shen's call for help at that time, and also kept silent after it happened. Although Yun Mo blamed herself, she also liked Shen. Logically speaking, if you like someone, after the other person is hurt, no matter how bad you express it, there should be no trouble. Is it because of the self-blame in her heart? Is she running away from this? Still don't dare to face the fact that you hung up the emergency call? As for the final ending, I would like to ask the author whether it is a pure he or it can be regarded as an oe.
If the teacher considers the drama, ? Nian Li Wu Hui [covering face and peeking]
It's very convenient to use Weibo [Caigou] You can't leave a Penguin account in private messages [Hold your chin] Let's talk about the radio drama in detail [Catou]
Some people have good integrity, some people have good character, some people have good IQ... But... I'm in a good mood, I'm going to fuck you up, don't dive in and come out to write~~~