[Buddha in troubled times x butcher in the world]
1.
I once heard that the Buddha was born with compassion and came out to save the world.
Until I met the Buddha who was regarded as a god in the first heavy snowfall in the seventh year of Tongsheng, in the most filthy and desolate corner of the world.
The beads of prayer were turning on his fingertips, as if tempting or teasing.
His red lips parted slightly, and he said slowly in a lazy and dignified tone, "You might as well wait until the next time you walk in front of me to tell me your name."
But he knew I was dying.
2.
I am a blind man, and I also know that he has no Buddha mind.
He wore half a cassock, drank wine and ate meat in the soft red silk ribbon, and gambled away the Buddha's light in the cave of gold and silver.
All living beings worshiped him and looked up to him, but they only received a casual glance from him.
Buddha enters the world of mortals, wine and meat penetrate his intestines
"He doesn't look like a monk."
"He is just a shadow of Buddha."
3.
Step by step, I embarked on a bloody journey, possessing supreme authority and supreme honor.
I thought we were not mortal enemies.
Until he was covered in blood and his fingers clamped tightly on my neck.
The holy Buddha of the past had disheveled hair and was dark and surly.
His ink-stained pupils were full of greed, and he stared at me for a long time, full of malice and sticky eyes.
He gnawed at my flesh and blood, imprisoning me in the dark demonic realm, and his cold finger bones silently scratched my throat.
Madness, greed
I accept all his vengeance.
I've always known it.
He became a demon for me.
4. Tail
I often have a dream.
In the dream, the sky was filled with blood and everything was pale.
He was rarely seen wearing white clothes. He was neither sad nor happy, and died in a windless and rainless wilderness.
I bow my head
knife in hand
The blood of the butterfly is slowly dripping.
*The third person of the text
Intention: all living beings are Buddhas who have not yet awakened, and Buddhas are all living beings who have already awakened.