[The full text is more than 4,000 words. It is an early writing practice. The original manuscript has 8,000 words, but it has been lost. Only 4,000 words have been found.]
I have never expected anything, because I always feel that fate is always stingy with giving me a little color.
Maybe, I am an abandoned child.
When I was five years old, my family was wiped out.
At that time I was too late to start the fight,
Not as good as my brother who knows right from wrong.
Nor if my sister was still in her infancy and was ignorant and unaware.
I had a big dream, and when I woke up I lost all my memories
An early failure.
Purpose: I long for an equal society
