I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't know how to start. Life in the senior year of high school is fast-paced, but it is not boring. Today is the 14-day countdown to the college entrance examination. It is a romantic spring day, the resurrection of all things, and the last train of my youth. And in such a spring-filled day, I met a boy as bright as spring. When I first met Z, I almost laughed when I took the first exam in a new environment. I was still sitting next to the invigilator. I was so upset that I answered a few questions and fell asleep. When I woke up, it was a few minutes before handing in the paper. He was standing by my desk, handing the paper to the teacher. When I looked at him, I couldn't help but feel the words "A gentleman is as gentle as jade." The first time I saw him, his profile was clean and gentle. I was curious about his name, so I looked for it in front of the seating chart. His name had the same character as my deskmate, so I remembered his name at a glance. That night, I was playing badminton with my assistant teacher on the court. He asked the teacher to take him some milk tea. My classmates started asking me to ask him for WeChat. I quickly waved it off, but at that time I didn't expect that we would have so many opportunities to see each other again in the future. Z chose the same subjects as I did, and our exam memorization teacher was also the same. Once when I was taking a memorization test and talking about my ideal university with my teacher, he asked me what score I could get in the exam. However, the time interval was a bit long and I forgot what I had said to him. I just remember that after that time, I seemed to be looking forward to meeting him more and more. Now, I am very glad that I met Z in the last period of my youth. If Jia Ni is the little sun in my dark life, then Z is like the rainbow after the rain, meeting me when I was most confused and confused, warming my numb soul, and encouraging me to move forward and bravely face the sufferings I dare not face. On the weekend when the Model 3 exam collapsed, I asked for leave and went home. After twelve o'clock, I was still working on the questions. I had been thinking about it for a long time and couldn't come up with it. So I took a photo of it and sent it to Z. It was almost one o'clock when he replied to me. I could hear his exhaustion from the video of him explaining the questions to me, but that video was seven minutes long. I began to think, what is the purpose of such desperate efforts, is it to study better and study in a better school? What are you doing more than three hundred miles away from home? Is it for a dream? Or is it for a good job in the eyes of parents, or a perfect child in the eyes of relatives? What is the result of so many years of hard work? I had low self-esteem and was sensitive, but I pretended to be happy and excellent, but Z told me that learning is just the path we take in a Chinese-style education environment and based on our parents' expectations. It does not determine our lives. He told me that he learned Japanese because he didn't want to force himself to learn something he didn't like because of the college entrance examination and the eyes of others. So he changed his language to Japanese the day before he registered for the college entrance examination. Maybe in the eyes of others, he was a rebellious student who didn't listen to advice, but in my eyes, he was so brave and determined, infecting the confused me on the screen. Suddenly, the afternoon before he dropped out of school, he was sitting in the classroom, looking at the Japanese questions seriously. I passed by while I was answering questions, but inexplicably stopped, leaning against the window, looking at him seriously. What I saw was not the young man who struggled with the questions, but the young man who would be successful, confident and hard-working in the future. He will stand at the top and say that to everyone who doubts him - I really did it.
I will definitely z, you are the best memory of my youth
Intention: The little beauty in my youth
