Flow-saving version:
Even I hate myself
When I go back to my youth when everyone was high-spirited, when I really get to know that young man who thought he was high-spirited again.
When I saw my young self, the source of all evil and the beginning of all tragedies.
Long-winded version:
Yu Ci'an, who had twisted obsessions, died in an earthquake and was reborn as a boy. But unexpectedly, he was not reborn into his own body. Instead, he was reborn into the body of Su Li, a rich young man who was his high school classmate but had not seen more than one hand in three years.
A lifetime of tragedies is insignificant to him as he hates himself deep in his bones.
But when he vented all his sinful emotions on "himself", he finally suffered a backlash
It was never Yu Ci'an who was fearful, insecure, conceited, timid and sensitive, but herself.
27-Year-old Yu Ci'an spent his ignorant youth thinking again about the meaning of his existence.
What a failure it would be if I wasted my life and even hated myself.
When Su Li stood on the high platform and spoke passionately for the new breakthrough of human neurogene, he was thankful that after being young and frivolous and having overcome all ignorance and hatred, he could still love himself well.
Hard-spoken, soft-hearted, slapped in the face, gloomy, salty fish, affectionate attack × cheerful, generous, cold, sensitive, vulnerable
1. Narcissus
2. Not first person
3. Both the attacking and receiving characters are slightly distorted (but not much, it's normal)
Intention: Sunshine upward