He Didn't Understand Echizen

I had a crush on Echizen for ten years and finally married him. But he doesn't like me. I don't know that I like him very much. In order not to cause trouble to him, I had to pretend that I didn't like him. On the morning of the second day of the wedding, he changed his shoes in the entrance hall for half an hour before going out. I care a lot. But can't show concern. He hesitated and asked me, "Should we have a good morning kiss?" It turns out he was worried that I would kiss him. Although I was sad, I still promised with an indifferent face: "There won't be such a thing, just give up on this idea." Now he changed his shoes and left in a second. On Valentine's Day, he didn't go to training with his teammates and asked me: "Today is Valentine's Day. Do you want to go on a date?" It turns out that he was worried that I would pester him for a date. I actually really want to date him. But I can't let someone who doesn't like me bear my liking. So I asked him with a cold face: "If you don't go to training today, are you waiting for Valentine's Day? Please, don't be so naive. Are you a professional player?" He said nothing and left home immediately. Every time I look at his back as he leaves. I was crying silently. He doesn't understand. He really doesn't understand. I finally married him, but didn't seem happy. I think it's time for me to let go. Get a divorce, let me go, and let him go. Intention: Love should be spoken loudly