He wanted to lie quietly in the hospital bed alone, waiting for death to come.
This world is about to leave me, and I am about to become a thing of the past.
He took out the strawberry lollipop, carefully tore open the wrapping paper, and put it in his mouth.
The familiar smell gradually dissipated, but it made him feel extremely bitter.
"It's not sweet at all, you lied to me..." Ji Yueran murmured to himself, his heart full of unwillingness and helplessness.
Despite this, he continued to chew the lollipop, as if trying to find some warmth in it.
Ji Yueran clicked on WeChat Moments and stopped when she scrolled to Xu Yao's news.
Ji Yueran looked at the Moments she posted an hour ago.
It was a photo of a boy and a girl.
She said: He promised to be with me after graduation.
He commented below: May you wish.
He turned off the phone screen and lay quietly in the dim room, tears sliding down his cheeks.
"May you get what you wish for..." He murmured softly, his thoughts drifting away.
For many moments, he thought about having a future with her, but now everything was in vain.
He was glad that he had not confessed his love to her in the first place, otherwise they might not even be able to remain friends.
He gently stroked the shell necklace hanging around his neck, as if he could feel her former tenderness.
The young man said hoarsely: "You know what? I can't live for four more seasons..." This sentence was full of helplessness and sadness.
"This life is too hard... How about I chase you again in the next life?"
Every year on this day, he would come here, bringing carefully selected gifts: "When you were 18, 19, 20 years old... I will be here every year on this day." His voice was choked, recalling the time we spent together.
Intention: I loved you the most that year