Hello, destined stranger, I believe you have seen this notebook.
If you don't mind knowing about my past, then keep scrolling down.
I was obsessed with the summer light shining outside the window, but found that it could not block the cold wind. I witnessed the death of 'it' with my own eyes, but I could only sigh.
I am a wildfire, and wherever I go, not a single blade of grass grows.
One by One Preface
That year, when I was 16 years old, I met the cool breeze in my life, his name was Xing Ruozhi.
The wind sweeps across the wilderness, and from now on I am no longer hesitant.
At that time, I was 17 years old. I didn't know that the cool breeze could also bring heat. I wanted to escape, but I was willing to sink.
That year, I was 18 years old. I was very happy that I became an adult, and Liangfeng also congratulated me. But things always have accidents, and life always has regrets. The cool breeze disappeared one month before he became an adult.
That day, after I came out of the hospital, I realized that the autumn wind was also cool.
I didn't cry, I just murmured: Why is the autumn wind so bitter?
That year, I was 19 years old, and there was a cool breeze in the university, but I no longer felt the warmth from it.
That year, when I was 20 years old, a cool breeze similar to his confessed to me with warmth.
I just lowered my eyes and said to him in a very soft voice, I'm sorry, please forgive me, my heart can no longer accept another cool breeze. Go back.
That year, I was 21 years old...
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That year, I was 28 years old...
That year, I was 29 years old. I had already achieved something and had a strong heart externally, but I still couldn't stop the invasion of memories.
That year, I was 30 years old, and nothing could stop me from yearning for death.
Only the day before my death, I explored the traces of the cool breeze again and sighed again: Why is the autumn wind so bitter?
Dear Xing Ruozhi, I can't remember your face or hear your smile clearly, so I want to see you.
Xing Ruozhi, I want to see you.
God gave me a cool autumn season, but I forgot that I was in the middle of summer.
So, I went against life to find Liangqiu.
Intention: Ordinary times are the most heartbreaking