I have always wanted to write this article, but for various reasons, I gave up halfway through writing it many times.
I want to use it to commemorate those passing years. The heroine is a very simple person, and she is not stupid.
She wants to love someone properly, without any purpose, just to find a close person like Zhang Ailing. The name is borrowed from the name of the female resident in Yu Qing's "Concubine Xuanji" because she likes that kind of protagonist very much. At least it seems to be more real.