This is just a complaint written out of depression. It doesn't matter whether you read it or not╮(╯▽╰)╭
This is my personal experience. Of course, it's up to you to believe it or not, but you just need to read it as a story. After all, to others, it is just an insignificant thing.
If it's a story, this is just a secret love that a girl who plays with the boy's name has given up before she even has time to develop...