Yan Nian has a history of multiple secret loves. It took six years from the initial crush to the final enlightenment. He finally understood that it was just pure appreciation. Due to his own ordinaryness but a proud heart, in front of their shining abilities, his own ordinaryness and low self-esteem led to a sincere appreciation of their abilities. In the end, he was alone and chose a plain but interesting country life.
Purpose: Don't take appreciation as love