"If my fate has been doomed from the beginning, then I would rather hope that this world... Is free of Su Youlan."
"If I came here to imitate her and do her things, then... Can she come back after I am gone?"
"I protect the world, but the world betrays me... I will not betray the common people in the world, I betray him alone. I am so reluctant to do so, but what's the use of not being willing to do so? Such is my fate."
"If we have an afterlife, I will definitely learn how to love someone."
Sister... Little sister... Xiaoyoulan... Suining...
"I can't like her, because Su is here, and I can only be his brother."
"Su is no longer here, and I can't like her, because we are in conflict with each other. This is a prohibition imposed by the laws of the world. I will harm her..."
"Forgive me for my weakness, and forgive me for taking matters into my own hands."
Now, the rumors have become truth, the secrets we wanted to keep have been confirmed, and disputes are everywhere. It was all caused by me and then I will end it. Fight to stop war, kill to stop killing!
But... Why do you want to take this step for me! Why do you always have to deviate from my plans!
In my plan, you should... Escape from the Su family and hide in the mountains. From now on, there will be no goddess Su Youlan! I lied to the world and you died in the war.
"Why do you want to take this step for me..."
"Heaven told me that your last soul was collected by the underworld and hidden in the world. With the help of reincarnation, it was slowly warmed and nourished. During your reincarnation, we may still meet."
During those hundreds of years, we met. You didn't know me, and I didn't know you. We were like strangers, missed and hurt again and again...
I once thought that it was me who changed my heart again and again, that I was blind, that I was blind, and that I recognized the wrong person. You came back to me many times in another identity, expressing your love to me again and again, but I refused to admit that I loved you, and did not want to admit that I had 'lost' Su Youlan, but... Later I discovered that no one would make my heart beat again except you.
But it's too late...
Su Youlan, Su Youlan, courtesy name Suining...
Little Orchid, I wish you to stay away from disputes and stick to your heart like this Orchid. This is the best blessing I gave you when I came into the world.
I also wish you success in everything, peace and joy, and eternal peace.
[Written for fun, there are many pits to be dug, updates are slow, there are many typos, please don't comment if you don't like it]
Intention: Live the way you want to live