This is a girl's growth from youthful ignorance to mature intellectuality, from pursuing love to pursuing her own heart, from seeking from the outside to searching inward. It is a person's change in 10 years, and it is the first half of an ordinary person's life. Ten years ago, he had someone he liked, and she shouted: The person he loves is in my generation. She must have him! She has ideals that she can still pursue, she has close friends, and she has an unenlightened mind: she treats everything with sincerity and enthusiasm. Ten years later, she no longer pursued love or longed for a lover. She said: My nature is self-sufficient and I don't ask for help from others. I don't need anything from the outside world, and I don't need a lover. She also has no friends with whom she can talk. She said that I enjoy being alone. Amidst several setbacks and tribulations, she lost the confidence to pursue her ideals. The setbacks in life also knocked her down, and the fog made her unable to see the way forward. From the beginning to the end, she stood alone in the world, not afraid of loneliness, not spending time in the ordinary, not thinking about her youthful spirit in the past, and not afraid of how difficult the future would be. She truly achieved "not to be happy with things, not to be sad with herself."
Purpose: Loving others is not as good as loving yourself