My boyfriend died. He died in the summer when we were passionately in love.
At the funeral, there were not many people crying, and even there were very few people. Even Chen Xu's parents were not present, only some close friends were present.
"Didn't you agree to ask me to be the best man at the wedding? Why did you miss the appointment... As he spoke, Yu He could no longer suppress the sadness deep in his heart and cried softly.
I have fantasized about the scenes of separation between life and death, sad, crazy, all kinds of things. But when I learned about Chen Xu's death on the phone, the endless sadness and crazy yelling that I once thought did not come over me. Bursts of blank photos filled my thoughts. I thought that the beautiful memories of the past would automatically turn the pages and emerge in my mind like a photo album. However, no.
Some things I thought did not come as I imagined.
For several days, I still lived in that small home that belonged to the two of us alone. Looking at everything familiar in front of me, sadness still did not invade my thoughts. After the funeral, Shu Shu looked at my "absentment" and was worried about leaving me alone.
Looking at her worried face, I tried my best to smile, "Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid. I want to go alone now. You should go home quickly." "
"Okay, tell me if you have anything as soon as possible, you know? "After that, she turned around and prepared to leave, but she held my hand and refused to let go easily.
On the streets in the evening, dim yellow streetlights on both sides shed a blush. On the shore, the breeze mixed with the breath of the sea came to my face. Several couples were taking pictures and having fun on the shore. Somehow, memories of the past came rushing back like the sea breeze. I could no longer control the turbulence in my heart. The sadness poured down like heavy rain, gradually filling my heart until it overflowed.
Tears fell involuntarily across the silent night. It turns out that longing also has a sound, but the wind takes away my missing and sends it to you.
... Half a year has passed and nothing has changed, but it seems that he has returned to me.
Intention: Love is not everything in life, but life needs love