He traveled in a hurry all his life, was indifferent all his life, and wanted nothing in his life.
If he falls in love with her, he will never be able to make up for this mistake that has broken the trajectory of his life.
Hesitation, hesitation, anxiety, forbearance, all the struggles are the punishment of innocence that he must bear. He cannot absolve himself of the blame and must accept it happily.
"Have you ever loved me?"
No one answered.
After a long, long time, when she was in a trance and couldn't hear what he was mumbling to himself, he sighed and lowered his eyes to stare at her. His thin lips moved lightly, not like he was talking to her or to himself.
The voice was too soft, and what was clinging to his throat was the cowardice and torture that had only grown in him in his life.
"I have never been in love, because I am in love."
Yan Yixu x Cheng Tang
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