To Dazai:
"I'm obsessed with you like I'm obsessed with death."
——Needani Kazuka
But to die for love and die for love... On the contrary, I want to survive.
In the early stage, Mafia is a daily routine, and in the later stage, it will continuously travel to a certain moment in the past. Only one party has complete memories and emotions of both parties, while the other party only has the memory of the corresponding time.
The party with the memory cannot bear double the love and will to die, for example:
She didn't sit astride Dazai, but knelt and distanced himself from him. She used her hands to forcefully lift his neck a little higher, and then a little higher, and kissed him from an almost overlooking angle.
There was a dagger pressed against his chest. The blade felt his beating heart, and blood flowed across the cold and sharp iron.
The man who stabbed the dagger into his chest remained strong, but kissed his lips extremely tenderly and pitifully.
If the intention to kill would be transformed into the caress of his lover, then why did Jing Chunyi kill him anyway.
Osamu Dazai thought this before he was struck by pain and died.
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Example:
Death was his desire, but perhaps because of her existence, at least at this moment, he was willing to struggle in this world for a while longer.
Lightning protection guide:
·The writing is rubbish, extremely mediocre, and the inspiration comes from the onset of the disease, which can be depressing, but overall we should actively save ourselves.
·In the early stage, there is a morality that flickers in and out like a mosquito flying at high speed.
·Think of adding more
Purpose: Living is more important than anything else