"You are really selfish and heartless."
"Whether you say I'm selfish or ruthless, I won't gamble."
"Why?"
"Because I can't afford to lose. He is my last trump card. Without him, I have no meaning of existence."
"Why bother?"
"I appear because of him and disappear because of him. The meaning of my existence is him."
"Why bother?"
"Only when the mountains and rivers are in good condition can there be towering trees; only when the trees are towering can the mountains and rivers be beautiful."
Intention: When it comes to feelings, everyone has their own selfish motives