When Lin Xiaohan deceived Lu Yichuan with the identity of "Xiaoxue", he only thought it was revenge in the game - but he did not expect that the player he had mocked as a "cai" would come to his class with an overly pretty face and name "Xiaoxue".
On the day the scam was exposed, Lu Yichuan broke the water glass and asked him with red eyes: "Do you think I'm a fool?"
He didn't dare to say that his secret desire to "be liked" was hidden in those imitated gentle tones; nor did he dare to admit how sore his hands were when he clenched the strap of his schoolbag when Lu Yichuan was surrounded by girls.
Later, when he had a bipolar attack, it was Lu Yichuan who put medicine into his hand, tied his scarf tightly in the snow, and even put on women's Hanfu to coax him: "Don't die, you haven't paid back what you owe me."
When the silver bracelet was wrapped around his wrist, Lu Yichuan said, "What I'm looking for is never 'Xiao Xue'."
But winter is too long.
When the last piece of snow fell, only the unfinished snow mountain painting and the unfinished sentence "You are my spring" were left in the studio.
Bipolar disorder × desire for redemption
They deceive each other in the early stage, but cherish their lives in the later stage.
"I have made up countless lies, but I didn't lie to you alone - I need you very much."
(BE warning, the full text contains descriptions of school violence/family conflicts. When the snow falls, some people stay in winter forever)
Intention: The true bond, even if it is short-lived, is the salvation of loneliness.