Campus article｜Two-way secret love｜Ambiguous pull
Bai Xiyue×Xu Yian
Fishing beauty school beauty × calm and restrained academic master
*Bai Xiyue's perspective
In her sophomore year of high school, Bai Xiyue was favored by her classmate Jiang Chen, but she had no feelings for him at all.
On the contrary, she noticed a boy at the table behind her who was always silent and good-looking, Xu Yian.
When getting along with him, that person was very measured and never showed his emotions, but Bai Xiyue just felt that he had feelings for her.
She occasionally looked back and caught his eyes, which were not deceptive.
Bai Xiyue loves face and never takes the initiative, but she wants to make an exception for him.
However, on the day when she was about to confess her love, she saw Xu Yian, who never liked to smile, smiling warmly at another girl.
It turns out that to him, she is not a special person.
For more than a year after that, she could see Jiang Chen's efforts for her.
At dinner after the college entrance examination, Bai Xiyue agreed to Jiang Chen's confession and turned her head to look at Xu Yian in the corner. The man lowered his head, tensed up, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.
The feeling of relief she expected was fleeting, and all that was left was sadness.
Bai Xiyue never expected that she would see Xu Yian in college. His scores clearly allowed him to go to a better school.
Caught off guard, that day, she was told that her boyfriend Jiang Chen was beaten. The person who beat him was Xu Yian, a top student in the law department and recognized by the whole school as a calm and steady university student.
The reason was that Jiang Chen was holding other girls in his arms, talking and laughing.
Afterwards, in a dark corner, with the faint light of a street lamp, Bai Xiyue's eyebrows were delicate and charming. She angrily lifted up the hem of Xu Yian's caring shirt and touched the hideous scar. When she raised her eyes, the corners of her eyes were moist: "Did you get that knife?"
*Xu Yian's perspective
With the punch that Jiang Chen received, he had no time to care about his own positionlessness and embarrassment. His secret love for many years was exposed. Xu Yian thought that all the hardships were over, but after Bai Xiyue learned the truth, she disappeared.
He could never forget her last tearful question: "What did you think of me when you pushed me to others on your own initiative?"
Only then did Xu Yian realize how wrong he was.
The self-righteous perfection is just a disguise for one's own inferiority, an excuse for repentance, and ridiculous self-punishment.
Because of the feeling of unworthiness, he deliberately blurred everything he had done and was willing to be transparent in front of her, just to find peace of mind.
After several years of not being able to love her, he was like a trapped animal, about to be tortured and go crazy.
This time, he vowed to never let her go once he found her.
On a continuous rainy day, the boy held the girl in his arms and whispered, "Xiyue, give me another chance."
The pursuit became fierce and determined.
After they got together, Bai Xiyue realized belatedly that the things she thought were done by Jiang Chen turned out to be from Xu Yian.
The girl was heartbroken and burst into tears for the first time.
Reading guide:
*1V1 SC HE Two-way secret love
*There is a reason for the male protagonist's concealment and humbleness, and I won't explain it here.
*There is no description of intimate behavior before the protagonist is underage.
Purpose: May we all become brave for love
