"Sometimes I wonder what the meaning of immortality is. Is it to watch life passing by in my arms, or to be helpless and helpless. Being single has seen all the chaos in the world, but in the end I don't know what else in the world can keep me."
The mountains, rivers and ancient rivers in Chi Wan's eyes are all false and difficult to touch.
Every step she took was stepping on someone else's steps, but it wasn't until she died that she realized that she was just a part of someone else's plan. But the funny thing is that she struggled to break free from the beginning to the end, thinking that she had grasped freedom.
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"I've been looking for you for so long that I almost forgot your appearance. I only remembered that I was looking for someone named Zhang Qiling."
When Kang Baluo first met, Chi Wan knew that they were from the same group. She wanted to protect him because they were both the same.
She may not love him, but make up for it. Make up for who you were and who you were, and even tell yourself through him that someone will hold your hand tightly even if you are abandoned.
But her love for Zhang Qiling is obvious to all and makes people envious.
So, she didn't hesitate to risk her life.
In the end, that solitary grave became the unchanging snow scene of Changbai Mountain.
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"The dream has lasted for many years, just as you thought. The young master thought it was just a dream. When I woke up from the dream, everything was just as it was at the beginning."
If he hadn't witnessed her die in front of him, Wu Xie would have believed that Chi Wan would not die for most of his life.
He didn't understand why some people just couldn't stay.
He sometimes writes short narratives just to remember Chi Wan. Maybe he has forgotten her appearance, but everything that happened and her name will never be forgotten.
He believed that some people had not left, but that they had not seen each other for a long time.
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He plays with lotus steps, and every sentence reminds people to grow old. In his heart, there are thousands of mountains and rivers, and all the floating life is like grass and mustard, just because Chi Wan can no longer be seen.
In Xie Yuchen's eyes, his aunt has long been his family member.
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"It's good for you blind man. If I can't see your grave, I'll just pretend you're not dead."
After knowing Heixiazi for decades, Chi Wan always felt that something was wrong with him.
Black Blind Man felt that Chi Wan didn't like to laugh, while Chi Wan felt that Black Blind Man only giggled. The two people can be said to be partners, or they can be said to be enemies.
Among them, only Heixiazi could equal Chi Wan.
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"You see you are a bit old, so let's talk about our own affairs. How about you call me Fat Master and I call you Lao Chi?"
Fatty Wang was a person that Chi Wan sometimes didn't know how to deal with.
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The emotional line in this book is dispensable and not clear. There are various emotions, and the chance of love is quite small. It may be family affection, friendship, etc. That make up the majority, but you can find some sweetness in the interaction.
It is mostly described from the perspective of the heroine. There will be some changes based on the original work. Leidian apologizes. Try to restore the personality of each character as much as possible, and apologize for the ooc part.
The heroine's design is based on the content, which is beautiful, strong and miserable, and the highlights are self-evident.
There will be changes in the future, and the ending will be H or B, depending on the fate.
Concept: Tomb Raider Notes
