Maybe there was a time when I was full of hope, excitement, and passion, which are all synonymous with me. I want to be a celebrity, I want to make a lot of money, I want countless glory and wealth and the perfect man who loves me all my life.
There was another period of time when I felt I had recognized the reality, quit my job and lay down, and no longer wanted to waste time on ineffective social interactions.
The past experiences, whether painful or happy, seem to no longer feel so strong.
But now, I am involved in a huge conspiracy and have to participate.
I made a wrong step and couldn't look back. I could only vent through writing and sort out my thoughts at the same time.
Purpose: Organize your thoughts and make yourself a heroine.