I don't know why people crave pain.
I don't know why I love you.
Don't even know if that's love.
They say that love means always feeling indebted. I feel that I am not good enough, that I deserve to be hated, and that I am not worthy of you. I also feel that I am the best in the world. If you look down on me, you have no vision.
It is so difficult to be happy with each other, and I know that such a good thing will not happen to me.
Intention: If you want to love others, love yourself first.