(Gentle Academic Master and Cancer Shou)
Coming out as gay made people who were unreachable in my dreams become my relatives.
But it also brought me more grievances, injuries, and low self-esteem.
I thought that as long as I was a good brother, I would protect him well and not be criticized or criticized because he was a boy.
But all I got from this process was self-doubt and watching helplessly as he was lifted onto a stent to the hospital.
(He + sadistic writing + two-way secret love + academic dominance + both offensive and defensive strength)
I was delusional about being a good brother, thinking that he would not be hurt, but I was wrong, he lost him again this time.
Like may not be a kind of protection, but another kind of harm.
"Was that article given to me?" "I revised it for a long time." "Thank you, I like it very much."
(Secret Love Article)
Intention: Come on and fly upward, even if you choose a very difficult path