Before she was five years old, she was an undesirable existence, a redundant rebel, and a notorious bad kid.
She would hit her brother again and again with her thin fist behind his back, she would secretly give him the money to buy candy, she would steal his books and stationery, and she would watch her family being happy without any sadness.
She would also fantasize about the world outside the village and tell herself in her heart that she must escape.
This five-year-old child seems to have experienced the so-called hate
She hates the world she lives in
Later she left there, was kicked out, and paid the price of hearing in one ear.
But she's not too embarrassed
Someone came to pick her up
It was her grandma, the mother of the woman who treated her harshly.
But they are different
Her mother would point at her nose and yell at her for being a loser, a bitch, and a white-eyed wolf.
Grandma would only caress the top of her head and tell her that no matter what she looks like, Grandma would love her because she is Grandma's baby.
She also took her to live in a house in the town, made her friends with many children of the same age, and made her loved and cared for by many people. She was the child of every family in the alley.
So the child who was always silent and hostile to the world became a good child. She only thought that she was pretending, and all this was just to make her grandma happy.
She thought she had only melted a little, but her nature was still cold and selfish
Until something unexpected happens
Everything happened suddenly, and the pressure of life left her no time to think about other things.
Until the dust settles
She finally had time to get into conflicts and think about those profound philosophical issues.
Then she found out
she is wrong
She couldn't be more wrong
She's not wrong either
She really has nothing to worry about anymore
No more worries.
Intention: I seem to have a lot, but I can't keep you in midsummer