Xu Zhaodi's philosophy of survival for a long time was to follow the crowd, accept and please,
The arrangement of life is the same as that of the old people in the county. They get married and have children here, and then live peacefully until they are gray-haired.
She feels that she is not important because no one will listen to her demands. She only hopes to have normal friendship and love in her life.
She always thought that because her name was Zhaodi and she did not bring a younger brother to her parents, God would take back everything she had finally asked for when she felt happy.
Xu Zhaodi later felt that since she had nothing and since she only had one life, she wanted to get rid of the name Xu Zhaodi, no longer be anyone's appendage, and live a life in which she could choose her identity.
Intention: growth