Record of the Author's Mental State

Essays, random notes, reckless records—— After thinking about it, I still want a place to write some random thoughts. Maybe the future will look a bit dark? Not sure, write and see. I thought about it, but I don't want to just show it to myself. Maybe some readers will like me more after seeing it, or maybe they will suddenly hate me? Not sure, write and see. After thinking about it, I decided to close the comment area so that I can deceive myself and others. I have achieved a world where I am alone in my madness! What he wrote should be considered true? Or is it also suspected of fraud? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know anything. Intention: Go crazy·vent·whatever