He was her first love, the most youthful and innocent admiration, in the most beautiful years.
Time passed like fine sand leaking from the seams of hands, and his face was blurred, but the throbbing was still a sustenance in her heart. When I dreamed back at midnight, the throbbing from my youth was still so familiar and so hot. He appeared occasionally, near or far, and she carefully searched for and chased him. In the crowd, he sometimes talked and laughed loudly, and sometimes behaved affectionately.
The moment she woke up from the dream, she recalled the green and warm throbbing, which was so close and so real. On the other hand, she couldn't help but laugh at her emotional world, which was always stuck in the same place. Twenty years later, only she is still at the beginning, while everyone has already had new feelings.
Gradually, she realized that the person in her heart was no longer him, but the feeling and sustenance. It is her ideal for the other half.
Purpose: The emotions nurtured on campus are the most pure and sacred