"On the ruins of materialism, she went crazy with love."
In his sophomore year of high school, An Qi's world was completely torn apart.
She was once a math genius locked in advance by K University. Numbers were the cornerstone of her faith, and reason was her only armor. Until the fire, she witnessed Wen Lingyin's dissipation - not his death, but the ultimate nothingness in which his consciousness was completely erased by this cold world.
Wen Lingyin, that name has long been buried in the school archives. Three years ago, she was a senior who was forced to jump to the top floor. No one knows that her broken consciousness has not been annihilated, but is attached to An Qi's body like a ghost. Two lonely souls warm each other in a secret symbiosis, giving birth to a forbidden love that transcends life and death. An Qi's cold and hard world was finally penetrated by Wen Lingyin's gentle and timid existence.
However, the cold laws of the philosophical world crushed the glimmer. That fire became the final place of execution in Wen Lingyin's consciousness. An Qi watched helplessly as his lover dissipated like stardust and was ruthlessly "erased" from the world. The materialistic belief collapsed, and the reason she relied on for survival was completely burned.
Thus, geniuses fall and madmen are born.
She tore up the perfect math paper, laughed wildly and asked where the "bones of God" were;
She screams her lover's name into the void and carves formulas on the glass that no one can solve;
Sometimes she transforms into Wen Lingyin, crying desperately about the fear of being erased;
She firmly believes that deep in the cold numbers, there is a code that makes consciousness last forever - she wants to fight against the laws of the world and use mathematics to reconstruct the dissipated soul.
The "tainted" illegitimate daughter of the Gu family and a "delusional" patient in a mental hospital. **
No one understands her madness, and no one believes that Wen Lingyin ever truly "existed" in her.
Her mother Gu Qing's deep-seated disgust and the pity or fearful looks from the world all became the background sound of her sinking into the abyss.
The world condemns her as delusional, but she wants to prove its existence.
In the gap between philosophy and reality, on the edge of reason and madness, An Qi burned himself, just to catch the ray of love that the world judged as "nothingness".
Two girls fall in love, lose and rebel wildly under the rules of the cold universe.
On the ruins of the materialistic world, a madman used his broken soul to write the most desperate love letter to his lost lover.
Intention: basic knowledge points of philosophy