(Reading tip: This article is more realistic.)
After living for more than twenty years, Liu Chuxin still did not understand herself.
She dug pits for herself one after another. The pits were very deep, getting deeper every time.
Every time she jumped in with a smile, picked up a shovel in the pit and buried herself without knowing it.
After being pulled out of the pit by luck or friends, she smiled and patted the dirt on her body, still feeling no pain or itching and not caring.
However...
With the inevitable development path of life, Liu Chuxin encountered more and more things, and they became more and more important.
However, she still dug a hole for herself without realizing it, but at this time she would struggle fiercely, pulling at the soil on the edge of the hole, unwilling to go down.
But when she heard that there were wolves running in the distance and that there was a possible escape route at the bottom of the pit, even though her friends told her that the wolves were fake and that the bottom of the pit was a tiger's den and a wolf's den, and they wanted to reach out to pull her up, Liu Chuxin still chose to jump into the pit.
She thought that if she jumped down, the problem would be solved.
She thought that this time she could climb out of the pit easily like before.
But she miscalculated. This time it was a sinkhole. Once she entered it, no one could pull her out.
The bottom of the pit was very cold and very hot, destroying her body and mind like a mountain of knives and a sea of fire.
She was restless, confused, helpless, painful and desperate.
……
Liu Chuxin beat the wall of the pit desperately, and for the first time she felt the trembling from the depths of her soul. She shouted for help, and she wanted to get out.
Above the pit, a friend's voice came from far away, like clouds in the sky, but her friend no longer had such a long rope to pull her up.
This time, she can only rely on herself.
Liu Chuxin was desperate and ran rampant like a trapped animal, causing his own head to be bruised and bloody.
She finally understood that she had put herself in a desperate situation.
But she was unwilling and unwilling.
She threw herself at the knife, rolled into the sea of fire and let her body be burned. She wanted to die together, but when she was about to die, she ran away again. She wanted to live.
She has not yet traveled around the world as she agreed with her friends. She also wants to eat all the delicious food and enjoy the beautiful scenery all over the world.
She...
I have never truly lived for myself soberly.
The voice of her friend has always been with her, reviving her life and giving her strength, letting her know that she has not been abandoned, like a lamp in the darkness, lighting up the road ahead.
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Love, hate, anger and ignorance, fame and fortune, gain and loss, what you already have and what you never have.
Everything that is nothing and exists is given by this body. Throw away all this, and only "life" and "death" are left.
"Life, Death" Sticking to the body and abandoning the body is return.
Breaking out of this small world, you may find that outside the world... There is a "road ahead" and an "unknown".
Intention: Therefore, those who cannot be peaceful have a delusional mind.