I always want to record something. If I look through it again when I am old and sometimes awake and sometimes not sober, I should be able to leave some memories.
I don't think I'm a cheerful person, even pessimistic. But no matter whether it is good or bad in life, it is always what I have experienced, and I should write it down.
Someone once said: When you have gone through half your life and look back at what you have experienced, you will smile knowingly and feel that it is nothing.
I hope that when I get there, I will be free and easy like this.
And what I'm going through now, at least makes it leave a mark.
Intention: I hope that after half my life, it doesn't matter whether I am still a teenager. I just hope that this life feels stable.