In the second year after my bipolar diagnosis, I was approached by a guy who looked exactly like me.
She held my hand, smiled and told me many secrets that only I knew.
Shen Piao said, I am you in the parallel world.
She got into my bed, rubbed my face affectionately and asked me, if your death can make my life better, are you willing to die for me?
I slapped her hand away and sneered, "Don't you know better yet?" We are all egoists through and through.
"——Indeed, our principle has always been to never betray ourselves and always be loyal to ourselves."
She emphasized her tone when she said "himself", and her fingertips groped up my spine one by one, like a poisonous snake with cold bones, but it brought lingering and trembling that I couldn't refuse.
"Xiaojin, you know that I will not betray you."
"Both of us are poor, unlucky people who dare not trust others."
"But it doesn't matter now, don't worry, love me, Xiaojin, I am you."
Lin Xiaojin & Shen Piao
First person, Narcissus, gl, slight self-mutilation, lightning accidentally entered
Intent: the mutual use and redemption of two egoists, the desperate love of two cowardly souls