Ten years ago
Xu Qingwaner: "I remember it so clearly. You have been secretly in love with me for many years, right?"
Cai Si tensed up and tried her best to control herself. Her mind was tumbling and screaming, as if the word "yes" was about to blurt out in the next second, but she couldn't be sure, but she didn't want to deny it. That would be too cruel to herself, so she heard herself say: "You are so narcissistic."
Fast forward ten years
Xu Qing stared into her eyes: "You won't fall in love with me again, will you?"
Cai Si, who was already half-drunk, saw the glacier melting into seawater in her eyes that had always been calm, creating huge waves for the first time in a long time. She slowly raised her eyes, as if sighing, "always", her eyes glued to the wine glass finally dared to move to Xu Qing, "I have always liked it."
An extremely rational person who observes everything including himself equally
An emotion always has its ups and downs, affecting everyone including yourself equally.
Cai Si, who is used to hiding his emotions, was moved, so Ai ran in the background for more than ten years, stubbornly waiting for Xu Qing to look back and find herself
Xu Qing often doubts whether the real self is worthy of love. At a certain moment when they meet again, she is extremely sure: Cai Si has always been there.
Concept: Reason can be the stabilizer of sensibility, and sensibility allows reason to step out of objectivity and face emotions head-on.