He keeps searching and climbing. He thinks that when he reaches the top one day, he can raise his head proudly and receive a smile of approval. In fact, when he still had nothing, there was someone who stood beside him regardless of everything, firmly believed in him, and always smiled at him like a flower. And when he truly dominated the world, even these small happiness left him.
What he wanted was actually always by his side. But he stupidly ran in the opposite direction.