I have also been fascinated by his eyes.
But when I saw this deep palace, I woke up.
I covet stability, covet glory, and covet the past.
I want to die in the spring.
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He dotes on me, he treats me with tenderness, he also looks at my soul with disgust and disappointment in his eyes, he abandons me, and he also forgets me.
But I don't care. I am greedy for temporary pleasure, so what is there to be dissatisfied about?
I am a man, I am vulgar, I was trampled under my feet by mud, but he saved me, so I gave him my only value.
He loves my beauty, so I show my alluring charm; he loves my surrender, so I show my utmost flattery.
When he was satisfied, he gave me my name.
He called me Lin Rongyu, but I was just Lin Yu.
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I love my parents, and God took them away from me. So I loved nothing, and God gave me death.
Then I died, in the fall.
Die in an unknown corner.
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Demining/Tips: Stream of consciousness account, first person, don't insist on eating if you can't stand it.
The ending is probably be, Gong is the emperor, Lin Yu will die, and the emperor will not think of him. There is no crematorium, and there is no exciting and reversal of the plot, there is just the chatter of an abandoned concubine.
Lin Yu has many shortcomings. He is not a true, kind and beautiful protagonist, nor is he a person with superior IQ. He is just an ordinary person with empty beauty.
Call him cowardly, pretentious, or self-inflicted, he is indeed such a person.
The emperor had many concubines and several children. He did not love Lin Yu. Lin Yu might have loved him at first, but then he stopped loving him. Later, the emperor did not appear much, and the description may be very one-sided. He is a bit like a tool man, but Lin Yu actually does not understand him and does not understand him. In Lin Yu's eyes, the emperor is just a tool that can ensure his survival.
This is the first time the author writes, so please take care of me, everyone.
It's probably due to fate that I update it every two or three days, but it's definitely not a scam. I filled in the size of the article randomly, I have no idea about this...
Intention: What is survival