Dear He Renjia:
Good news.
Adults often say that children's emotions are limited to curiosity about the world, and the moments when their heart beats faster are just a whim. I recognized this sentence. The blazing light spread on the paper, and the moment the pen tip turned, I forgot the word.
People are always waiting for the rain to turn the dead trees into spring, are you the same? Do you also have an unknown side, a side that is buried deep behind the sunshine, perfection, and brilliance that is cramped and damp? However, I think that's probably not the case. After all, your smile always seems to come from the heart, with the warmth of the early sun, which makes me feel a little dazed.
In adolescence, everyone has a good reputation. There are too many disguises added to them, and they cannot recognize themselves. Sometimes I can't tell clearly, what should I be like? My emotions are overflowing, but I remain silent amidst the commotion of all living beings. In fact, I have always wanted someone to love me, not the me that I outline step by step and carefully crafted, but the purest, most ordinary, broken-soul me. Paradoxically, I don't want to show this side in front of others. The person I am today is no longer the same as I was back then. Next time we meet, I don't know if you will recognize me, or not. I was too unbearable in the past, and I am worried that I will run away.
I wrote so much nonsense, but I don't think you'll find me annoying.
Intention: People don't have to be perfect, there will always be someone who can tolerate your embarrassment