Inferiority, Sensitivity, Slow Emotions × Bohemian, The Proud Son of Heaven
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One night I was studying after school.
Dim yellow street lights slanted into the narrow alley, and from time to time there were three or two dogs barking.
Chen Xun walked into the alley, looked up at Li Chunqiu who was standing on the peeling short wall, and asked a little funny: "Do you have to feed the dog like this?"
Li Chunqiu replied: "My mother doesn't like it. I put it here so that it can survive."
At this time, there was a loud and loud voice——
"Li Chunqiu, why don't you come in and help! If you feed your dead dog all day long, I will have to skin it and eat it sooner or later!"
"Can you come down? Or I can support you." Chen Xun said.
Li Chunqiu ignored it, but jumped down lightly and prepared to walk into the alley.
Chen Xun looked at her smooth movements, shook his head and smiled: "Don't you want to say goodbye to me?"
Li Chunqiu turned around and asked strangely: "Classmate, do I know you?"
Chen Xun approached her, then knelt down and pinched off the leaves left on her school uniform pants with his hands. The dim light only outlined his smooth jawline. He raised his head and looked up at Li Chunqiu: "How about you take a closer look?"
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Before leaving, Li Chunqiu went to the alley again.
With the establishment of sanitary cities in recent years, the narrow alleys have been repainted and posted with civilized slogans.
"Chen Xun, I think it's time for us to end this."
After a long pause, Chen Xun spoke in a hoarse voice: "Growing up, I feel that everything in the world is easy for me, but you are the only one -"
The words changed, and there was suppressed frustration in his voice: "After all these years, I can't catch you, let alone keep you!"
"It's been ten years, are you even the slightest bit moved?!"
Li Chunqiu looked up at the blue sky. The plane passed by, leaving a long white rainbow. He closed his eyes and shed tears.
"No, it's just that when I needed someone to accompany me the most, you just showed up."
Forgive me for my harsh words, and forgive me for my inability to reveal my heart.
For the sake of a better you, forgive me for making the choice for you.
Intention: Fly bravely, sleep when tired