Why is my surname Song?
My mother's surname is Lu, my father's surname is Hua, but my surname is Song?
My name and my father's name seem a bit out of place with this harmonious and stable era without war. Sometimes, I vaguely feel that maybe I shouldn't be in this world.
This world is not unfamiliar to me, but it is not familiar either.
I look nothing like my father and mother, but more like an abandoned baby in a novel. I had a paternity test done, but the facts completely dispelled my doubts.
I learned to fight after my mother died.
My appearance is that of a sultry school bully.
Of course, I am indeed the school bully. However, I am also the school idol.
At first, I was a good student who was praised by everyone. Later, I not only learned to fight, but also learned to smoke and drink. Even skipping classes and going to Internet cafes seemed to become a common occurrence.
Now I am feared by everyone, despised by everyone, and loved by no one. But I don't care. I never thought that one day the thought of killing would be entrenched in my heart.
In the past, I was clearly not afraid. I was clearly a hard rock that could not be crushed, but I would always hesitate unconsciously.
Later, I broke through this shackles, opened the shackles on my hands, and became myself. After becoming myself, a girl named Sang Wan broke into my world. Others are afraid of me and dislike me, but she is different from them.
In this way, she became my first real friend.
In my sophomore year of high school, another personality awakened in my body.
His personality is completely different from mine.
He advised me to do good and stopped all my evil deeds.
He doesn't talk nonsense and just seems like another independent soul who is like me but not me.
I can say bad words, and I'll be merciless when it comes to scolding people. But facing him, I couldn't say the dirty words out of my mouth. I got used to his presence and occasionally even wanted to give him everything as a gift.
But in the end, he also left me.
Leave me alone, living alone.
Intention: Even if it doesn't make sense, I will still do what you want.
