Just like I knew that the plane's contrail cloud was destined to disappear, when I met Deng Fang for the first time, I had a vague premonition of the pain of separation. Now, I can't even regret my hesitation at that time, so I can only be numb and not think about those so-called "afterwords".
But the scene of separation still appears in my nightmares from time to time - that day he suddenly hugged me, and under the cold air, our warm skin and flesh were almost intertwined. I suddenly felt that between us, there was no such thing as morality or morality, career or not, and I couldn't even tell whether we were in love or not.
Intent: The story between me, a military civilian, and test pilot Deng Fang.