Go through it quickly, go for the kidneys but not the heart, the ending has no cp, and the writing is not good. He is a heartthrob, and both men and women like him, there is no reason. Many plots are unreal, don't substitute them into reality
Coward/Just want to do the job well/Beautiful and soft, easy to push down/Emotionally retarded/He is a heartthrob without knowing it/Ruthless pursuit of death
The first world: campus + fictional world + romance novel
Intention: I don't know