From the beginning, what Chi Can thought about was that this person looked so good-looking when he smiled.
Later, he didn't want this person's face to have expressions that had nothing to do with happiness, and he couldn't bear to make him sad or angry.
Chi Chan tried to solve all the triggers in life that made Zheng Hoseok unhappy. In the end, he found that the most critical trigger... Was himself.
So he solved himself and chose not to appear in Zheng Hoseok's life anymore.
"I hope Hope can always smile."
Chi Chan said this after leaving, with the same smile on his face as Hoseok on the screen, and his eyes were full of satisfaction, but his friends could still detect the endless sadness hidden behind this satisfaction.
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"Chi Chan is the person I have to fall in love with." Zheng Hoseok described his first love like this, "I admit that he is as important to me as any family member or member."
"However, I haven't been able to find him for a long time." He lowered his head, "I thought I knew him well enough, but in the end I found that I actually only knew his name."
"I thought he was from Gwangju, but he is not."
"I thought he was the same age as me, but he's not."
"I thought he would never leave me, but he didn't either."
"I only know that his name is Chi Can, that he loves me very much, and that he and I have the same birthday."
"..."
"He's gone."
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"Trapped" - the trap of trap, the trap of trap.
The former was given to Jung Hoseok by Ji Chan, and the latter was due to Jung Hoseok's lack of control.
This is something Zheng Hoseok figured out after a long time. If Chi Chan insisted on not letting go, he probably... Would never be able to escape such a "trap".
Chi Can even gave him a chance, but he bumped into him again.
In response, Chi Can just smiled.
"Then hit it with all your strength and smash into pieces."
It was no longer so easy for him to convince himself to let go.
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Chi Can: 97.02.18 (Male)
Jung Hoseok: 94.02.18
Intention: the trap of trap, the trap of trap