Beginning When I first learned to speak
'I hope you don't blame grandma'
'Grandma, I don't blame you, I just don't know what it means'
It turned out that she thought she didn't understand the meaning of death. Grandma was afraid that she would leave first and not be able to be with her. At that time, she didn't understand anything. She just said she didn't understand its meaning.
Later, before she left for school
'I hope you don't blame grandma'
'Grandma, I don't blame you, I just don't know what it means'
Later, she found out about death and thought that grandma was afraid that she would leave first. Every time grandma said this, she still pretended not to know and answered grandma that she didn't know what it meant.
But in the end when she left
'I hope you don't blame grandma'
'Grandma, I don't blame you, I just don't know what it means'
Grandma hopes she won't blame her, blame her for not being able to fulfill her previous wish with her. She knows everything, but she doesn't understand what fate means.
Intention: I hope someone will see it, I hope you will remember it, I hope you won't forget it, thank you.