I just want to record something. Maybe the content is a little strange, maybe a lot of things sound impossible, but they are all true. Regarding my personal experience, I have withheld the names of everyone, including myself. Because the matter is too niche and some of it is too difficult for normal people to accept, I have hidden it, leaving about 80% of the content. In order to facilitate everyone's understanding, the person's name and perspective will be changed.
It took me a long time to determine the main line of the story. To be honest, my life is messy. It is really difficult to determine the main line of the story. I don't know who to choose as the male protagonist of this book. Everyone is a moment in my short life. I don't know how to define "male protagonist". In the end, I chose the person with the longest timeline. Many places and people and things that cannot be mentioned will be written in the extra chapter.
We are still in a relationship now, and our relationship is very good. I am a little surprised that we have been dating for a year. Our personalities are not a good match, but there is an advantage. There is no "conflict" between the two people on issues of principle. On the one hand, his character is indeed very good, and on the other hand, I "pretend" very well. The worst thing about this book is probably the author himself, "I".
Purpose: The process of recording, pursuing the true meaning of love