Sorry, I misunderstood,
I thought you were good to me because you liked me,
I thought that kind of ambiguity that seemed to be nothing was love.
I even naively thought I was special.
So I tacitly allow you to walk around in my world,
So you can go hot and cold without caring.
It's my fault,
I gave you the right to hurt me,
It was my wishful thinking that pushed me to this point.
Sorry, sorry...