Reminiscing About Lovesickness

I am currently debating between the two, regarding the male protagonist, so I will put both of them here first and let me think about it: Male protagonist character one: Chen Mai is a native of the countryside with no cultural concepts, but Dan has a sincere heart. When he was 12 years old, he met a fairy who changed his destiny. But his encounter with the fairy was not beautiful. At that time, the fairy was like stars falling, lying at the bottom of the cliff, dying. When she was brought back, everyone said she couldn't be saved, but they kept hanging on for a while, but they didn't expect that she would recover after being fed liquid food for a year. People in the village said she was a fairy in the sky, so she wouldn't die. That person said that he had wisdom and a very strong talent that should not be buried here. But Chen Mai and his mother depended on each other for life. He should not abandon his mother and go to the world. He said he would wait. "It's too late." The fairy said lightly, but she was still here waiting for his consent, and taught him ethics in her spare time. It was indeed too late, and everything after that was like going through waterfalls. The country is in trouble and the people suffer. The village where he lived was slaughtered overnight, and his mother was buried here. He had no choice but to leave with the fairy. "My name is Qin Xiangsi, and my courtesy name is Shanglan. Don't call me fairy." "Oh, Fairy Qin, my name is Chen Mai." "... I already knew your name." Chen Mai originally thought that his talent was unparalleled in the world, but after traveling around the world, he discovered that he was actually a drop in the ocean and a small boat in the ocean. My abilities are like a joke. It was hard to reach the top, but I felt secretly emotional. But his sweetheart said: "The best in the world should not have feelings or weaknesses." In the end, the two got together, but his sweetheart was already terminally ill. Before he died, he asked her: "Is this what you calculated, right? Do you think I'm still one disaster away? Do you think I need a bump in the road to go smoothly? But there's no need for you to be joking..." Qin Xiangsi could no longer hear or see, but she used her inner strength to say something to him that he would never forget in his life. I have used countless people in my life, but I have also discarded them like a slut. I have deceived you for a long time. Don't forget where your heart is. I am just a piece of clear water in the river. I will go eastward with you. I hope you don't miss me. Male protagonist 2: (Brothers, it's so difficult to write. The more you write, the more disgusting you get. It's a bit like a group portrait. The male protagonist asks everyone who appeared in the heroine's various time periods. Those people have their own ambitions and ambitions, but their evaluations of the female protagonist are particularly similar. Ahhhhhh, if you don't write well, don't complain! I only wrote that in the early stage, I asked the male protagonist to find someone to ask about the female protagonist's experience, and in the later stage, I asked him to recall the part after the male protagonist and the female protagonist met.) Qin Xiangsi died. She died in a shabby hut. There was no one to see her off and no one to admire her. She only left behind a so-called "junior brother". The younger brother's surname is Chen Mingmai. He was originally an idiot who suffered from amnesia since he was a child, but he slowly regained his consciousness due to a strange combination of circumstances. It was at the moment of Qin Xiangsi's death that he felt what "sorrow" is. "Mai Zi, I feel that my life has been particularly wonderful. Although it has only been a short period of more than thirty years, I feel that I have experienced all these things that some people will never encounter in their lifetime." Qin Xiangsi slowly said to Chen Mai, "After I die, help me write my deeds into a storybook, and the name will be..." "Let's miss each other" As the name suggests, "Remembering Love" is a memoir. The heroine dies at the beginning, and the whole novel is filled with interludes between reality and the past. The full text is divided into three paragraphs 1 Wang Ping Nian An Chapter (Qin Xiangsi's childhood) Why was Princess Nian'an made the crown prince? Who sneaked into the palace late at night, and Princess Nian'an was almost assassinated? Who caused the rebellion? Force the world into chaos? 2 Lovesickness and Love-Breaking Sword Chapter (Qin Xiangsi's bumpy beginning) Nian'an is Qin Xiangsi? Can watching cranes really make people ascend? Why did the second senior brother in Guanhe Sect stop him at all levels? 3 Xiangsi and Amai (Qin Xiangsi pursues the answer) Does the legendary royal genetic disease really exist? Why is the boy in the village so gifted but suffering from apathy? Why is the search for answers so disruptive? Will you be able to find the answers you want before you die? -------------------------- Qin Xiangsi's personal solo: "I don't think I am the best in the world. They came to challenge me because I am famous in the world. If it weren't for my strong internal strength and my fragile body like celadon, I couldn't compare to anyone. I am destined not to be the sage in the world today, nor to be the number one in the world today. But I will not give up on my ambitions and goals. What I want is to stand on the arms of the mountains and see the world." -------------------------- Demining: 1. The male and female protagonists have never been together. 2. The main career line and the emotional line are almost non-existent. If you like to see cookies, you've come to the wrong place. 3. The male protagonist is really not a fool only in the later stages... He is very demented in the early and middle stages, so don't get sick of stupidity! I feel angry and uncomfortable. But the male protagonist doesn't hold him back, he just looks like a child in his behavior and asking questions. 4. The author's language is not good! If you see something you don't like, leave quickly, leave quickly! Don't force it! Show mercy, come and go in a hurry! 5. It's smelly, long, and unfocused. It's a running account. Just write whatever comes to mind. I plan to finish writing it before publishing it, so there is no need to rush. Whee. I'm so smart. Intention: To establish a heart for heaven and earth, to establish a destiny for the people.