Two extremely lonely people...
I (narrated from a first-person perspective) Wen Jin, a female high school student who is extremely empty, lonely, and prone to masochism. I have a cold and outstanding appearance, a high IQ, and am very smart but mediocre. I am a loser. Only extreme pain in my body and mind can make me truly feel my existence; Xuan'an, a She is an extremely mysterious trainee teacher who teaches music. Being a teacher was not her original intention. She has outstanding artistic talent and unique ideas, but her broken soul has nowhere to rest. She feels that everything in her is destined to be lost eventually. She simply refuses to own it because she is afraid of losing it. The glamorous appearance cannot hide the decay and corruption deep in her soul.
The two of them guarded their dilapidated boats and drifted in the endless ocean for a long time. They met due to a "storm" and saw at a glance the festering hearts under each other's gorgeous shells. They licked each other, loved each other with pain, and filled their own loneliness with each other's loneliness...
The story of this article begins around May during the second half of Wen Jin's sophomore year of high school.
Wen Rui, "my" aunt, the academic director of the high school where I live, served as a "strict" guardian after the death of my parents.
Cheng Xu, "my" deskmate, the "hard-working man" who studies, is kind, gentle, careful and sensitive, and always likes to worry about others, especially for "me"
Concept: The growing pains of patients with emptiness, pessimism, and loneliness