Becoming an unmarried mother is not any woman's long-cherished wish. Faced with such a thing, one can either shirk responsibility to fate or accept the reality calmly, but there is no room for struggle. Unless you can be ruthless enough to destroy that innocent yet unformed child, and at the same time destroy your own identity as a mother.
I don't have the courage.
My greatest courage is just to decide to give birth to a child to commemorate the love that he and I have never had before, and I guess there will not be many - love.
Even if it is love, don't dwell on this proposition. Anyone who has truly loved will not dare to talk about love again, but they dare to say that they will not regret it.