I Love You Forever

Pure love, forbearance and restraint, Nian Xia Gong Gong and Shou were best friends at first, but later he learned that Shou had depression, and he was also a patient with depression. Knowing that the disease was unpleasant, he began to feel sorry for Shou. As the two got along, Gong gradually fell in love with Shou. One day, he confessed his feelings to Shou, but Shou knew that he was born without love and could not love others, so he politely refused Gong, but Gong was very persistent. Shou and Gong said that Shou was suitable to be friends, but as a lover Shou did not have the ability, Shou did not want to harm Gong, but Gong thought that Shou was not harmful to Gong, and Shou saved Gong, and Gong wanted Shou to try and accept love, but Shou still did not accept it, so he simply talked about it, Shou does not belong to this world, Shou is a madman without emotions, but Gong is stubborn, Gong Ai He is a madman, because Gong himself is also a madman, but Shou still refused, so Gong had to leave alone. After that, Gong was in despair, and he couldn't contact Shou no matter how he tried. Gong is afraid that Shou will be merciless and treat Gong like other suitors. Gong loves Shou very much, but Gong is afraid of Shou's cold eyes and rejection. Shou has been feeling uncomfortable these days. Gong is a very good friend and treats Shou very well. When Shou is depressed, Gong can always provide emotional value to Shou, no matter what Shou has done wrong. Gong will always be on Shou's side, and there are many more. These are things that Shou has never felt before meeting Gong. Shou has also had some vague emotions towards Gong, but Shou is not sure that it is love. The family environment and experiences since childhood make Shou no longer dare to believe in family affection and love. Shou thinks that even if she agrees to be with Gong, she cannot guarantee that she will not be with him because of it. An unintentional word, an action or even a look will suddenly make you tired. Others will be very tired when they are with you, because you will have a strong sense of guilt. Here, sincerity cannot be exchanged for sincerity, because the heart of Shou has been wrapped in a piece of ice and stopped beating. This ice cannot be melted by others, and it is not even warmed by heat. The attack has melted the ice a little. But he froze again. Due to excessive thoughts and a bad heart, Shou fell into a coma and went to the hospital. Gong hurriedly sent Shou to the hospital. When the nurse asked who the patient was, Gong was silent for a while and told the nurse: "I am the patient's lover." Only at this time can Gong dare to claim to be the beloved. In fact, Gong can do anything. No, not even friends. Gong walked into the ward and looked at Shou lying unconscious on the hospital bed. He walked over and sat next to Shou and looked at Shou quietly. Gong carefully took Shou's hand and gently placed it in his palm. He used his own temperature to warm Shou's cold hand. Gong was greedy for the tranquility of this moment. Gong thought, if he didn't confess to Shou, then they would still have it. He could be a very good friend. If he didn't confess to Shou, Shou wouldn't be in a coma due to excessive thoughts. If he didn't confess to Shou, nothing would happen. Gong thought, he should leave. He had hurt Shou and was no longer qualified to stay by Shou's side. Gong let go of Shou's hand and carefully put it back to cover it. Gong placed a kiss on Shou's forehead. Gong had never dared to be so bold before. When they were saying goodbye, Gong wanted to be bold one last time. This was the first and last kiss between them. His lips left their forehead and Gong carefully traced Shou's eyebrows. He engraved this look in his heart. From now on, he would never forget it again. Gong turned around and left the ward, and met one of Shou's suitors in the corridor. , Looked at each other speechlessly, understanding in their hearts, Gong turned around and left, Shou woke up and found that he was in the hospital, and asked the nurse who sent him in. The nurse said she was a tall girl with a wolf-tail hairstyle, wearing a long black windbreaker, and a pair of almond-shaped eyes with reddish tails that were impressive. Shou understood, and picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table to send Gong a message, but Gong had already deleted all of Shou's After trying all the contact methods to no avail, Shou broke down and cried. Only then did Shou understand his inner feelings. Shou loved Gong. Shou had already fallen in love with Gong when they first met. Shou regretted it very much. If he had figured out his feelings earlier, Gong might not have left. After Shou was discharged from the hospital, he has been living in pain. In pain, he was depressed all day long. In the end, he couldn't bear the physical and mental torture and committed suicide by jumping into the sea. The body was recovered by the police three days later. The police looked for clues in the mobile phone where the data was restored. On WeChat, they saw a message sent by the deceased to a man named Mu Fei: "Ajin, in the next life, I will definitely promise you..." The police contacted Gong and informed him of his death. After hearing the news of Shou's death, Gong was extremely grief-stricken. He lost his center of gravity and leaned against the wall and slowly slid down. He fell to the ground and cried in his arms. Gong came to Shou's mausoleum, touched the photo on the tombstone, and murmured softly: "I'm sorry... I'm late..." Before he could finish his words, Gong spit out a mouthful of blood. Gong had already taken poison on the way here. , Gong wanted to die together with his lover, Gong took out a red velvet box from his pocket, opened it, and inside was a ring. Looking again, Gong's slender ring finger also wore a ring, matching the ring in the box, Gong said intermittently: "Afei... When I was alive... I couldn't marry you... But now Now... I can do it..." Gong placed the box in front of Shou's tombstone, curled up next to the tombstone, just like he was leaning against Shou when he was alive. Gong finally said: "Afei... I love you... Everlasting..." With relief and regret, he took his last breath. Intention: When you meet your beloved, you must agree. If you miss it, it will be a lifetime thing.