I don't want to be boxed in by high walls.
He was my childhood confidant, and his identity forced him to get involved in political disputes.
I respect him and love him.
I folded my wings to keep him safe.
I treat him wholeheartedly, but since ancient times, emperors have been suspicious, and if they are destined, they will not end well.
But I have no regrets. Since ancient times, my family and country have been in trouble, and I have walked all the way to the dark side.
Purpose: I have no regrets about being a courtier.