Fanfiction, including original characters, will be somewhat OOC
Early stage Nebel·Himmel (Niebenheimer) x Marco·Reus
Late Mats·Hummels x Marco·Reus
Nieben, who is engaged in quantum universe research, has an eccentric personality and does not like to communicate with others. He believes that love is a weakness and tries to lose the desire and ability to love through self-brainwashing. He does not like to use modern communication equipment and often communicates with people through interviews or letters. I like reading books, watching movies, and am good at playing the flute.
Marco is pretty much like real life.
The two people did not break the window paper from beginning to end, perhaps because of the homophobia and self-restraint in the football world.
Nieben is a very isolated person, but I don't think he has a mental illness. He loves quantum research more than his own life, but he is not like those landmark figures in history. He just loves the universe very much, is just a little smarter than ordinary people, and is destined to be unable to realize his ideals. Maybe he is indeed cowardly, unable to face his own feelings, unable to accept the reality without ideals, and finally struggles to spend the rest of his short life in pain.
Let's talk about the emotional line, what finally comes together is the carrot shreds.
[This person is illiterate and knows nothing about professional knowledge (he is very interested in this aspect, but has not yet started) Welcome to catch bugs
[A hlbsj whose mental state is very bad, dark and crawling, yes, I eat shredded carrots.
(The name Nieben is a common name of one of my characters. It will appear in many articles, but it is not the same person)
Intention: "I am free, no matter how poor I am, no matter how unknown I am, but in the end I cannot achieve what I want."